I just got out of a relationship. Even though I can’t call him mine. When he isn’t even mine, it still hurts to see him with someone else. Do you feel me…
Worry Jar
I’m worried that I will fail all of my final exams and have to repeat the 11 grade or worse… I may have to go back for level 4 🙁 I don’t want to disappoint my parents…
I’m a pansexual trans boy and am far from out of the closet. Since I have short hair, whenever it’s flat down on my head without any volume ( the way I like it), my mom always tells me to do something with it ’cause she “won’t let me leave the house looking like a boy”. I always hope she means it like it’s a good thing, but I know she doesn’t. I know I won’t be able to come out properly till I move out on my own, but it’s starting to really hurt. She is after having a conversation wih me about how i’m a girl, not a boy. And the fact that my friends are leaving me out when the “squad” hangs out ( I mean EVERY time) is not helping. I don’t know how much longer I’m going to be able to handle all this.
I’m afraid of losing her
i feel like everyone would be better off with me dead
I would rather play with kids then people my own age, I still like toys
I know I am going to relapse soon and I’m afraid the longer I wait, the worse it will be.
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That high school is killing my creativity.
Most people I know are aware I cut but they don’t know what I use and I’m scared someone will find my blades
There are these people at my school and one of them are a pretty mean bully They purposely do things and make it look like an accident
I feel like everything that’s ever happened to me is all my fault and I could have prevented it all by being different than I am
I’m worried that one day my anxiety and panic is going to become too much for my boyfriend to handle and he’s going to leave me.
It was a hard day at school, I knew it was coming when I smelt the alcohol, and the next thing I heard was “17 years and you’re still a joke”
Everything’s changing and I’m not quite sure I like it.
I worry about disappointing my parents they seem to never be happy with what I do and what makes me happy! This makes me upset
Are my good thoughts blurring with the bad ones to the point where I can’t even differentiate them anymore? Are the thoughts that I once thought to be good actually horribly self-destructive and I’ve been hurting myself this whole time? I don’t know. I honest to god don’t know anymore.
Sometimes i think about suicide and cutting and my boyfriend tells me to talk to him about it but when i do he just says you have a perfect life and itd be selfish if you killed yourself (i suffer from anxiety and depression) i dont know what to do
I haven’t had a good day in a month and a half i always tend to find something bad in the day to make my self feel worse, i have no motivation anymore to do anything but i’m too afraid of missing school.
I’m scared that if I make a worng move I’ll get bullied