That people will treat me differently if they found out I had an eating disorder. My nan treats me differently and I hate it.
Worry Jar
I worry constantly that I can’t live up to the expectations of my parents.
I’m worried my friends aren’t really my friends. I’m paranoid it’s all some big joke and they actually hate me. I trusted them with so much I feel as if I’m annoying and the person everyone kinda tolerates to be around.
I can’t open up to the social worker. I’m scared I’ll hurt myself because I can’t tell her how I feel.
I’ve been stuck with a bet that could make me lose my only friend
My friend is depressed has OCD and anxiety I really want to help him but I don’t know how also I’ve been really depressed and I don’t know why?!
I’m worried that I’ll never have the grades my parents want me to have. My parents have tried to make me do so much with academics but I just can’t do it… And lately they’ve been trying to get me to excersize more even though I walk to and from school every day. Its making me start to question my body image
I only feel good after i cried for hours and have nothing left in me . When my breathing is heavy and im in the dark because only a half of me is down and my pain is what makes me better. I cant stand to see someone elses because i feel pain every day. I dont want anyone to start. I used to love life and smile every second now I do a fake smile so people dont worry. I have a heavy feeling in my chest but i wear a fake smile and try to hold my head up high to be diying inside
I’m doing a speech on mental Illness, in it I let out that I am Bi-polar. My mom is a teacher and is adamant about me not sharing anything. I don’t want her to lash out at me, I don’t like yelling.
if I kill myself, my parents would loose it. they would cry and grief. I don’t want them to that. i want them to understand that I didn’t want to exist anymore, that I don’t want to be alive anymore, that I’m hurting and suffering. I just don’t understand why I’m in this earth, and why I’m so miserable. who would put me in this situation? I don’t know. I just want to commit already so I can stop hurting.
i feel like it woukd just be easier to be straight than be a lesbian like i am andi think those thoughts are making me falsely fall for guys and i want a girlfriend so badi want to have to have some one to hold and someone to kiss and someone to cre about me just as much as i care about them and actually want to hang out with me and understand me and my weird thoughts and i dont think ill ever get that
I’m supposed to be in the 9th grade this year but so far I haven’t been able to make it to a single class. I’m losing interest in all the things I love and feel like there’s no point. I’m falling deeper and deeper into depression and I’m afraid I’ll never get out
I’m always the one left out in the group. They all seem to hang out without me, maybe they don’t want me there at all??
I am worries when I am in school
I’m against popular opinion on a few things, and it gets frustrating knowing that I can’t say exactly what I think without people looking at me funny. So what, I can’t have an opinion people don’t like? It’s nice knowing that people being more accepting of some people means that they become less accepting of others.
I think I have OCD
I worry that I’m going to hurt myself again and I just feel like I’m going insane
My bf (of one year) doses not sow eny sings of love for me and I’m not sure if he likes me eny more
I have no one. It’s so lonely
Rejection from crushes