the pressure of fitting into the norm

I worry that I will never get better no matter how hard I try. I feel so alone and its the worst feeling in the world.

I’m worried you’ll leave me. You’ll give up on me. Im never good enough. I don’t deserve to be happy. I’m afraid to be alone.

I worry about having to live up to my parents expectations. ” Get 80%, 90%, and 100% in school, nothing less or else your grounded,” “Graduate and go straight to university,” “Become something great like a doctor,” “Be happy, even though we always yell at you for not being good enough,” “Eat healthy and be active,” “Do all your homework even though you have a social life and I make you do a million other things in the run of a day,” “Get enough sleep,” “Never get mad,” “Never yell back at us when we always yell at you,” “Make friends, but not those ones because I don’t like them,” And the list goes on! I’m only a teenager! I can’t be the perfect child like you want me to be!

My parents always yell at me

Everyday I feel worse about myself

I feel as if im the adult and my mothers the teenager. When it should be the pther way around.

I’m worried I’ll never have a relationship, I’m worried I’m not attractive enough

I want to be closer to my parents but they don’t have time for me anymore

Im worried i wont graduate high school

My grades are dropping so much… I try so hard but it’s not good enough

i get worried about a lot of stuff to the point where it makes me physically sick, then i worry about getting sick

Every day I get a message saying how ugly I am and how I do not deserve to be here, guess I kinda agree I don’t know why I’m here, I pretend I’m okay when really I can loose my mind at any point I don’t even know what to do

I’m worried I’m unlovable

what worries me is being judged. I feel like no matter what I say if do someone always has to mock me, tease me or pick at me. they think it’s alright I guess I kinda play it off as cool. but it really bothers me and sometimes I wonder why I’m even friends with them.

I want to be straight, not Bi!

I worry about my weight like there’s no tomorrow. I try and try to work it off but I never see any progress. I feel like just giving up eating would make everything so much better.

Being an inteovert in an xerovert world….

My friends leave me out of everything … I really need friends who care

That my best friend won’t be my best friend if they see my scars