I worry that I’m gonna be targeted when his suspensions over

I don’t trust anyone whole-heartley. There is no one I know that I would tell everything to . I feel bottled up because of my lack of trust

I worry no one with ever like me again 🙁

my anxiety has been getting really bad lately…I act happy in school but I’m really upset. I tell my parents and friends that I’m fine because I don’t want them to worry but I’m not doing well at all…I don’t know what to do.

I have fallen for my best friend, he is the most amazing person in the world and I am not. He does not know much about my old relationships because I am ashamed of them and what happened in them, I just really do not know what to do, should I tell him, or should I not.

Parents think that school isn’t stressful. But literally all you feel while being there is stressed out. It would be fine if things were interesting and the teachers cared and the students weren’t assholes! All that is focused on in school is grades. It’s not about learning and being interested in your classes, it’s all about grades. In school, you are based on your grades and that’s all. You’re judged by the grades that you get. The teachers couldn’t care less if you fail because they do a shitty job at trying to help. School is not a place I like to be, I’ll admit that. Feels like a freaking hell hole.

that my life is always going to be flat, unexciting, and i am going to simply be a robot doing the same thing every day unti i die. Wake up, eat, work, go home, eat, sleep, repeat. The human life is too precious to be wasted on just surviving, we need to live.

I’m worried that I’m not good enough for anyone. I’m 14 I should worry about this crap I worry there’s something seriously wrong with me. The thoughts that go though my head day to day. I don’t want anything to be wrong with me I really don’t I just wanna be happy and heatlhy. But the smallest things bring me down and I’m scared of everything and I have no idea what to do anymore I’m only happy if I’m high or drunk. That sucks! I’m worried that in being used. I’m worried if I let someone in there just going to hurt me. I hate being hurt.

People are beginning to think.I harm myself for attention. Nobody seems to think that I may just need a friend. I want to leave this planet but, I just can’t find the right way…

I worry that everyone of my friends that I care about don’t really care about me . I think that their only friends with me because I hang out with the boys all the time. As a girl it sucks not knowing if people really care…