I feel fat in everything I wear. I have never been in a relationship for more than a few weeks and always end up dumped. I always feel like people are talking about me and laughing at me.

Life.

I’m so stressed out about school. I have so much to do in such little time and I wish I could just take a week off to have alone time for once

I worry about worrying..

Since i am such an idiot

I’ll always hurt people I care about

That I’m useless

Everyone thinks I’m popular, smart, that i have a great family and that I’m always happy and I try to make them keep thinking that. But that’s not true at all and it’s getting harder to keep that believable, my family yells at me all the time, I’m having a lot of trouble in school and all my friends are starting to get really mean to me and I don’t know what to do to fix that

I worry that my parents like my sister more than me

I am always very suicidal and I self harm really bad but I can’t tell anyone or get help