I worry about worrying..

Since i am such an idiot

I’ll always hurt people I care about

That I’m useless

Everyone thinks I’m popular, smart, that i have a great family and that I’m always happy and I try to make them keep thinking that. But that’s not true at all and it’s getting harder to keep that believable, my family yells at me all the time, I’m having a lot of trouble in school and all my friends are starting to get really mean to me and I don’t know what to do to fix that

I worry that my parents like my sister more than me

I am always very suicidal and I self harm really bad but I can’t tell anyone or get help

I’m in grade 10 and I feel like if I don’t get a gf before I graduates , I’ll be single forever.

I’m a transboy. I have come out to my friends but I don’t have the courage to come out to my family. I’m terrified of what they’ll say.

My bf And I always FaceTime but now he is always telling me that I have to wait because he is talking to zack should I be worry that it’s not zack and that he is cheating