I have no friends…. I’m just so alone

I worry that i’m a little overly obsessed with my boyfriend , i love him so much that a small fight gets me so stressed, I can’t concentrate on anything, it’s like i crave him and he us my drug to happiness. Is this normal?

I’m I will never get over my fears.

I worry that everyone will know

That ill love my whole life feeling this way

Lately, I’ve been feeling very alone. I feel like I don’t have anyone here for me, when I know I do. My ex boyfriend led me on and made me fall for him all over again, then he made out with this girl at a party and talks to her and says the same things to her that he said to me. and on top of all of that, my grades are dropping and I know my parents aren’t happy with it and they aren’t proud of me like they use to be. I think that has to do with my friends as well, and I feel like breaking down. I don’t know what to do. also I want to call kids help phone but don’t want my parents knowing and I don’t know what to do about it. 🙁

I’m honestly kinda scared to go to high school. The whole idea of everything harder, everything longer, more work, maybe the teachers aren’t as good, plus all the courses and trying to figure out what to be when I grow up….. Even thinking about it stresses me out to the point of crying.

I’m afraid of my ex, I can’t look at myself without focusing on the scars he left. The physical ones.

I’m worried that I’m going to keep on falling for people who don’t care about me for the rest of my life

That the people I care most about don’t care about me at all.