I don’t know if listening to music like Twenty One Pilots is helping me or hurting me. I love it, I connect with it so much, but it also sometimes makes me really sad. I don’t want to stop listening to their music though.
Worry Jar
I’m worried that I am a waste of space
I’m worried that I’ll never be loved
That some day I’m just going to lose myself, lose control. And do something I’ll regret.
I worry that I’ll never be good enough for someone, if I’m told that now, will it always be like that?
I worry I will get sick on a school trip
My dad’s only nice to me when he wants something and I’m worried that’s how it’s always going to be.
I worry that my anxiety will get even worse and cause me to fail in the real world like not being able to get a job or get married due to my awkwardness and lack of communication skills.
I’m worried I’ll be alone all my life
I feel like everything is slowly falling apart and there is nothing I can do