I Crossdress, and a possible transgender, and bisexual, if my parents find out, i will be disowned because they are really religious, this has caused me to be Depressed/Axeot What do I do I can’t ask to get help, I tried to before and I got grounded for 2 months

All my friends have boyfriends/ girlfriends and I don’t… I don’t think I’ll ever get one because who would like a girl like me? Depressed. Anxious. Self harms. Cares too much. I’m just afraid I’ll be alone forever…

I worry everyday about having to talk or read in class I have bad anxiety of talking in front of classmates and I get really embarrassed easy idk what to do

I’m worried that my scars will cause people to judge me.

I’m not going to get anywhere in life , so is there really a point of me? Being alive & using resources that other people that actually deserve it could use.

My school the people’s perents that help at the school the kids never get in trouble when they hurt someone or Bully someone, I get bullyed A LOT by one of those kids and I get so upset.

I keep reliving my breakup with the one whom I loved so much.. What do I do.. I am worried I won’t get over him.. Ever.. And the thing is I would take him back in a heartbeat..

I can’t handle it anymore I don’t want to go to school i don’t fit in ,I can’t do it

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I’m worried that everyone is gonna leave me