I want to tell my mom im a lesbian but she is homophobic

i think i was abused but i dont want to tell anyone

I’m scared that when i meet my moms new boyfriend, he’s going to be a jerk. Her previous boyfriend didn’t believe that lgbt people should have rights and that mentally ill people should just get over themselves. I can’t go through that again.

I don’t know if what my dad does is emotional abuse. He yells at me, he curses at me, he blames me for things I didn’t do, and it’s usually because he’s “stressed”. Like, man, I get stressed too but I don’t go around punching walls, breaking tvs, and making my kids cry. Then the other side of him comes out where hes cuddly and lovey and says sorry and that he’s an idiot. And then part of me forgives him and I hate it, and I hate thinking that maybe that is emotional abuse because I love him still. I don’t know.

I’m at a loss… I have no friends they are gone!! And I am afraid of school! I am on the edge if life!! I don’t wanna die! But I don’t wanna live, I need help! Somebody help me

My best friend and only friend treats me horribly

I worry that my friend is going try to kill herself again. I just wish she knew how much she is loved.

I worry my prinicpal will tempt me to commit because of my grades.

I’m stupid

eventually, I’ll mess up so bad that I won’t be able to fix it anymore.