I used to think I knew a lot. I do know a lot, I guess. In the sense of like reading books and doing math, im okay at it. When I think about life though, when I think about my life and just the general way the world is today I feel like an idiot and I feel pretty scared.

When ever I come home from school I lock my self in my room for the whole day, I do this because I lost all my friends every since grade 6 and I can’t talk to my mom about this anymore because she just says that I’m being shy around them…I feel alone, no one wants to be around me.

I am constantly anxious about my health and well being.

I worry mom and dad will be mad at me

I’m afraid of dying

I really like this guy but I’m fat and know he won’t like me back.

I worry I won’t come out of my shell. I don’t care how many friends I have, I just want to be more confident.

I failed all my mid-terms

I worry about everything. I can’t even make it to work 75% of the time 🙁

I’m worried about all of you who leave comments. I wish I could help everyone one of you. Just remember someone out there cares 🙂 🙂

Me and my boyfriend broke up and I’m scared I won’t be able to find someone to take to grad

Failure

I’m worried like I’m still being used by guys… 🙁

I worry that I’ll never be able to get over my old group of friends who I forced myself to walk away from because they didn’t treat me with the love and respect I gave them, and it’ll be a huge weight I’ll have to carry on my shoulders forever

I am worried that with all the people complaining to you, with (EG) “omg so ands smith said that I looked like I changed my weight by one pound like oh my god” while real people are dealing with physical bullying, and have it far worse, (even though everyone complains about something important to them) than the people that complain for the sake of it. I can relate to the fact of bullying!!

That no guy will ever love me

Okay , so I’ve always been a little chubby I know that but recently with the stress of school and trying to moniter my every move so that I’ll fit in with the people I like, the pressure is getting to me and I turn to one thing that makes it Better , food. Yea I know this sounds extremely pathetic but it’s like a drug and I can’t break free. My desire to be thin and to be fit is very strong but by need to indulge in little pieces of happiness gets to me every time. It starts out with stress and then I turn to the food which then Inturn makes me happy for a short period of time, but after I feel so gross and I know it’s not helping my problem and it’s making it worse and then I spiral down into a pit of worrys and horror. So as usually when I’m faced with these situation I indulge. This probably sounds crazy but it’s a vicious cycle that is impossible to get out of. I need to stop for my physical health and my mental health cause it’s affecting my brain so much to the point I don’t wanna leave my house with out wanting to just wear a garbage bag. But I can’t and I need help. This is an eating dissorder. No it’s not the way you would usually think of an eating disorder to be , but it is and I know I need help but I don’t know where to start.

That I’m loosing my best friend

I suffer from anxiety on a daily basis.. I’m only 13 years old and I think it’s so unfair to have to cancel plans with my friends and not go shopping with my mom just because of my anxiety, I’m only 13 and i can’t do the things a 13 year old should do. The hardest part of it all is school, I hate going to sleep because I know I have to go to school in the morning and be terrified the whole day, none of my friends truly know how ban it has gotten so there fore they can’t help. I make a trip to the guideness conculier once a week but that doesn’t really help 🙁 I feel like I’m trapped in a body that kills me mentally and I can’t do anything about it 🙁

I worry that my loved ones will die sometime soon, because I will never be ready for it.