I make my boyfriend worry over the things I say and it’s really bugging me
Worry Jar
I fear that one day, I will kill myself and harm the ones I love.
im worried about everything, i think i have anxiety, but i have anxiety about telling about my anxiety, so when people ask me why i dont want do do somthing, i say im just shy instead of telling them about my social anxiety. but i am not depressed. I’ve only had about 3 panic attacks in the past 2 years it does not controll my life, i just dont want be mom to think its really bad and worry about me self harming or even suicide, im not depressed. i just dont want people to treat me differant
I’m afraid that someone will destroy my right and make homosexuality illegal again and I’m afraid because then I can’t be myself. I can’t force myself to be straight.
I want the…gold chainz and diamond ringz, but I just can’t live my life like this
I worry that because of the pain people have put me through in the past that I’ll end up being the cause of someone’s suicide. I had someone tell me that they’d kill themselves if I didn’t sent him an explicit video, when I said no, he sent me a video of him attempting to OD. So I had to. People say that if someone blames you for being suicidal then they are only playing a game, I want to believe that but, others have blamed their suicidal thoughts on me and I feel like a monster. I find myself being mean to people without thinking, without trying, I can’t control it. I’ve become a shell of the person I used to be. The guilt is tearing me apart. Today I checked the obituaries to see if an aquaintance killed himself because he miss understood something I had said. I feel like if I could cause pain on purpose then I’d be able to stop myself. But that’s stupid. Today my friend didn’t answer my texts, I thought it was because she was mad at me for saying things to my acquaintance, who is her best friend. So, I skipped out and went home early to cut myself. I’ve only started recently, someone told me it was great so I had to try it. I don’t regret it. I might regret the scars. I’ve started carving my insecurities into my thigh. Things like monster, lovely, evil, fat. … I don’t see myself stopping, even if I want to wear shorts again some day. Other then that I see no point in stopping.
There’s this guy and I really like him A LOT but he only sees me as a friend but some times he acts like my boyfriend he’ll hold my hand cuddle all that stuff but in the end I know this will never change it’ll be me getting hurt when he finds the right girl…..I’m worried I’ll lose him!
I worry about my future & public exams. I know that I’m never going to be successful so what is the point? I always question my existence. I honestly have no purpose. I’m good for nothing,. On top of all of this I think that I’m bisexual. I seriously just want to jump off a bridge or go to sleep and never wake up.
I worry that I will have to much anxiety and not want to go to school
My best friend and I have been best friends for ever I tell her everything but lately she is just being mean to me, so I dont have anyone to talk to anymore and that’s making me really upset
I feel empty inside. Like I feel like I’m just a rock on the ground with no emotions except occasional sadness
Feeling anxious
When the teacher FORCES you to read in class. I become anxious
Everyone blames me for the death of there friend, I blame me too
I’m worry if keep my window open all night that someone would come in and kill me
I’m worried that when I get older, I won’t bee able to have kids, I have menstrual issues.
I wish I could switch lives with someone else
I’m constantly afraid I’ll have a panic attack, even when there is nothing to be dressed about
im worried that if i open up to much to my friends they will leave like everyone else
I’m worried that I’m not hurting enough to seek help with depression, and nobody will believe me if I tell them.