I may seem happy in the halls of Holy Spirit but I’m not, I hurt more then anyone can believe and I’m ticking.. I smile a lot and I try to be optimistic but I can’t at all. I’m going to break, I’m going to embarrass myself. I can’t emotionally stay stable when my mind is so conflicted with me. Help.

For the past 2 and a half months, i’ve been lonely and i have absolutely no friends or anyone to talk too in school. I used to have friends, but i either push them away from me and i dont realize it or people pushing me away for silly and immature reasons. Im sick and tired of going to school all lonely and sad. I wish God could send me a friend. I dont know what to do anymore…

The fact that all I can do when I become a legal adult and move out is to become a wage slave to Capitalist old money pigs who hoard their wealth and have the audacity to say that OUR greed, of the people who toil to make it so, is hurting the economy as we ask for a raise of the minimum wage. I’m scared of the fact that white people are a minority (8% of global population), and yet it is only countries with these people as original inhabitants that need more black people and etc, etc. I feel like ‘Diversity’ is ruining Europe and that everything’s coming down around us as we speak.

I worry that I’m loosing respect from my parents and family and friends…

I worry about bad things. I can never think positive, I never think of good things.

I wish I did not have to listen to my parents argue every day and night

I overheard people in my school saying really bad things about my best friend, but I’m too scared to tell him about it.

My life sucks, I have too wear gloves and socks to bed because of the cracks on my fingers and toes . And it really doesn’t help that I don’t have much time left with my nana.

Me and my friend have nothing in common. She only ever talks about what she wants and she never stops complaining about everything. I never get to say what’s on my mind. And if I share my option she’ll just get made at me.

I always feel alone and never get the respect I deserve and give to my friend

I’m so sick and tired of being bullied and the bully gets away with it but when I do something I get it big time

When I’m in school with the more popular girls in my class, I feel so distant and different from them. I feel like I’m not accepted there and I’m never good enough for them. I can’t be myself in school because I’m afraid that they won’t like me.

Is it just me, or is school becoming more about how well you regurgitate information, instead of actually learning?

That high school will end up being worse than junior high

Rejection

Im scared my family is going to find out about my eating disorder

when i do one thing wrong, i feel really worthless. it dosnt matter if ive done many things right. its the worst feeling, i feel so bad about myself.

I’ve made mistakes in my life, which made me lose someone close to me. All I can think about is the good memories we had together. & think about how much I miss it.

The girl who had been my best friend for almost all my life barely even talks to me anymore

I have anxiety almost everyday I feel an anxious butterfly feeling in my stomach and I sometimes worry that it won’t go away it’s a terrible feeling and so very uncomfortable.