Rejection from crushes

I only have a few friends and there not really good friends usually we hang out on Fridays and I just overheard them saying I was invited they don’t know I heard and I feel very left out/alone

Im worried because im not ready to move away and my mother thinks i wont do anything with my life 🙁

That I’ll give up on myself

Me and my boyfriend have been in a bad fight for days. I wanna stand for myself but I don’t wanna lose him

There’s this girl in my school and she tells everyone that she has depression and takes antidepressants every day. I overheard her in the bathroom telling one of her friends it was all a big lie. It makes me so mad that there are people like me who actually struggle with depression and self harm and she goes and lies for attention.

I worry that soon enough I’m gonna cut to deep or take to many pills and actually survive

My friend, my best friend, is most likely moving away next year. I love her so much, and she’s helped me through a lot. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without her. She’s the only one who I can be myself around, she’s one of the only people that make me actually happy. I had a vivid dream of her falling through a crack and I couldn’t save her and I don’t know if that’s my subconscious being afraid of her moving or my subconscious fixating on the fact that I don’t know what her new environment will be like so what if she can’t handle it? I dont know anymore.

Im scared everyone will hate me if they find out

I have been battling anxiety and depression and stuff for years now and the only thing that made me happy was my boyfriend but he left me because he thought I cheated even tho I never … I’m afraid he won’t ever believe me or talk to me again or even come back to me :'( I don’t know what to do , I’m afraid I might have lost him forever because something I didn’t do :'( I wish I could talk to someone and get him to believe that I didn’t do it :'( i wish I could get him back :'(

That I’m not with the right guy, but we have a new baby together. His family gives me so much anxiety and I don’t know how to be myself around them. We’ve been together 4 years (since I was 19)I wish I had thought about all this sooner..

I’m afraid I will grow up not being happy 🙁

That I’m not good enough for anyone, that I can’t do anything right.

Worried I will be seen in public by people I know. I don’t even know why. I’ve already avoided going to a few places because of my anxiety. Anxiety takes over and it’s really not fun 🙁

School.

that I will never find love. I’m never going to be skinny or pretty enough for anyone.

I feel like I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life:(

My Ocd is taking over :/

I try so hard at school and yet my parents think I’m such an idiot because I’m not getting 100 in every course

I can’t stop thinking about ending my life. Every night when I close my eyes I see myself with a noose around my neck. I don’t know how to fix this