My mom keeps telling me I’m not gay

My friend betraying me and talking about me behind my back to their other friends

That my constant sadness will continue getting worse.

I have so much stress just from school and social expectations and I don’t know how to deal with it all

I have no friends, I spend weekends alone and the last time I left my house was months ago and I had to tell my mom I didn’t want to do anything for my birthday because The people I asked to spend my birthday with me made up excuses not to go

I’m loosing confidence and it hurts 🙁

I will be fatter then everyone else and be made fun of.

My dad yells at me for no reason at all and then makes up excuses for yelling… And if that isn’t bad enough he tells me I should treat him better… He just honestly makes me not wanna live… 🙁

I hate everything about myself. I was anorexic for four years and I self harmed for ten years (I’m 16). I’ve tried to kill myself upwards of 70 times. I’m pretty much fully recovered but I still have severe anxiety and depression. I’m so insecure I’m fearful of relapsing.

I have a new sibling coming in August and I being the oldest daughter I have to do so much and school doesn’t make it any better So stressed

FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK THAT THEY AREN’T GOOD ENOUGH: Take it from someone who knows, Don’t think that just because you aren’t beautiful or you are poor or whatever that you aren’t good enough. It’s not about how much $$$$ you have (or don’t have) or about if you look good. ITS ABOUT WHO YOU ARE INSIDE, IN THE HEART.

That I shall never truly conform to the ideas and expectations placed upon this society by the monster that keeps everyone poor and many of us unhappy- societal conventions and the crushing pressure of the vast and inescapable capitalist behemoth to which we are enslaved.

I worry about my ex boyfriend. he told me when we broke up that he will always love me and he said he wanted to give our relationship another try but it was right at the moment. he now had moved onto another girl and I don’t know what happening. I can’t ask him anything because we don’t talk anymore. I still really love him and I can’t tell my friends because I am afraid of what they will say.

I worry when the summer comes and I start wearing shorts people around me will notice the scars on my legs

About my family situation at home.

I lost a lot of my friends lately, they all left me saying I betrayed them when that’s all they did to me. They said me paragrahs on how bad of a person I am and how they were always there for me when they ignored me for the past few days. It hurt me a lot and I don’t know what to do cause I already lost everyone else so now I have like 1 person there for me. I’m so stressed and I’m getting so hurt easyily. I hate the fact that everyone I trusted and told the most to could leave me so easyily. It hurts. A lot.

I’m worried about my health :/

I’m tired of my friends using me and not being there when I need them. Or stabbing me in the back wether it’s to other friends or in terms of boys or whatever it may be.

I dont get why i try or wake up. It is to hard. I am tired of being strong. Telling people im fine. I hate life. I never will

I’m scared of going to school an gettin bullied! I think I’m going to hurt my self and I’m scared