I’m almost 200 pounds and I’m 5’10. Being really tall in a junior high where girls will tear you up about the way you look sucks!!! I’m socially anxious and depressed! I feel like a social outcast even though I have many friends!! Ugh! My life is a living hell.

I am so sad all the time it’s got to the point that in physically sick

Everything I do is never good enough for my parents. They say they appreciate all the cleaning and hard work I do to keep the balance of our family, but if I make one small mistake I get ridiculed. They will bring up all my flaws and compare me to my sister and friends. I try so hard but I can never do anything right.

I worry about my ex boyfriend. he told me when we broke up that he will always love me and he said he wanted to give our relationship another try but it was right at the moment. he now had moved onto another girl and I don’t know what happening. I can’t ask him anything because we don’t talk anymore. I still really love him and I can’t tell my friends because I am afraid of what they will say.

I worry when the summer comes and I start wearing shorts people around me will notice the scars on my legs

About my family situation at home.

I lost a lot of my friends lately, they all left me saying I betrayed them when that’s all they did to me. They said me paragrahs on how bad of a person I am and how they were always there for me when they ignored me for the past few days. It hurt me a lot and I don’t know what to do cause I already lost everyone else so now I have like 1 person there for me. I’m so stressed and I’m getting so hurt easyily. I hate the fact that everyone I trusted and told the most to could leave me so easyily. It hurts. A lot.

I’m worried about my health :/

I’m tired of my friends using me and not being there when I need them. Or stabbing me in the back wether it’s to other friends or in terms of boys or whatever it may be.

I dont get why i try or wake up. It is to hard. I am tired of being strong. Telling people im fine. I hate life. I never will

I’m scared of going to school an gettin bullied! I think I’m going to hurt my self and I’m scared

i feel like i can never bond with people about music, like if i want to listen to The Libertines, people will just go ”who is that” and that’s quite hard. not just on a music scale, but people tire of me easily, and they go on ask.fm and ask me do i eat because i’m so skinny and that honestly is a confidence crusher, it just makes zero sense why you would ask someone what they put into their body when it’s none of your business..if it really affected them, they’d be my friends. i’m just tired of the world; white people taking over people’s lands, cultures, and ways of living, and claiming that immigration is the #1 threat to a country, when obviously IT IS NOT. this world is a sorry excuse for a waste of an absolute nothing

I found out the inly person I trusted with everything thinks I’m overreacting

Every time I go to school I get dizzy and feel weak in a crowded room

I’m worried that I’m never going to stop being so scared and that I’m not going to be good enough or brave enough to grow up and be the person I want/need to be.

I’m scared that when my parents see my report card they will be extremely disappointed.

I’m really worried about my best friend

That I’ll never get better

i feel like im wasting my time , trying to get into a relationship.

I no longer have the energy to be me and people always point out that I’ve changed.. I don’t know what to do anymore!