It was a hard day at school, I knew it was coming when I smelt the alcohol, and the next thing I heard was “17 years and you’re still a joke”
Worry Jar
Everything’s changing and I’m not quite sure I like it.
I worry about disappointing my parents they seem to never be happy with what I do and what makes me happy! This makes me upset
Are my good thoughts blurring with the bad ones to the point where I can’t even differentiate them anymore? Are the thoughts that I once thought to be good actually horribly self-destructive and I’ve been hurting myself this whole time? I don’t know. I honest to god don’t know anymore.
Sometimes i think about suicide and cutting and my boyfriend tells me to talk to him about it but when i do he just says you have a perfect life and itd be selfish if you killed yourself (i suffer from anxiety and depression) i dont know what to do
I haven’t had a good day in a month and a half i always tend to find something bad in the day to make my self feel worse, i have no motivation anymore to do anything but i’m too afraid of missing school.
I’m scared that if I make a worng move I’ll get bullied
I will lose the ones I love
That I’ll never be happy
My body will never be how I want.
My friend and I got into a fight because of my trust issues and he told me that he’s extremely suicidal
I won’t get to graduate
I worry that I’ll never actually be happy and I’ll never be able to be in a committed relationship with someone because my ex really fooled me up
My mom keeps at me to get a job, I’m just not emotionally ready yet , I will when I gain confidence and when I feel better
I worry that I’m trapped in my relationship because I don’t want to hurt his feelings
I have really bad teeth and I am very over weight. I have really bad anxiety because of this and I get so nervous to the point where I break down and cry. I’m losing all of my so called “friends” because of my anxiety and my overall appearance. I am afraid I may never find a good friend to tell all of my problems too. I hope my new councillor will help me cope.
I’m worried I am going to hurt myself
I’m almost 200 pounds and I’m 5’10. Being really tall in a junior high where girls will tear you up about the way you look sucks!!! I’m socially anxious and depressed! I feel like a social outcast even though I have many friends!! Ugh! My life is a living hell.
I am so sad all the time it’s got to the point that in physically sick
Everything I do is never good enough for my parents. They say they appreciate all the cleaning and hard work I do to keep the balance of our family, but if I make one small mistake I get ridiculed. They will bring up all my flaws and compare me to my sister and friends. I try so hard but I can never do anything right.