That I’ll give up on myself

Me and my boyfriend have been in a bad fight for days. I wanna stand for myself but I don’t wanna lose him

There’s this girl in my school and she tells everyone that she has depression and takes antidepressants every day. I overheard her in the bathroom telling one of her friends it was all a big lie. It makes me so mad that there are people like me who actually struggle with depression and self harm and she goes and lies for attention.

I worry that soon enough I’m gonna cut to deep or take to many pills and actually survive

My friend, my best friend, is most likely moving away next year. I love her so much, and she’s helped me through a lot. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without her. She’s the only one who I can be myself around, she’s one of the only people that make me actually happy. I had a vivid dream of her falling through a crack and I couldn’t save her and I don’t know if that’s my subconscious being afraid of her moving or my subconscious fixating on the fact that I don’t know what her new environment will be like so what if she can’t handle it? I dont know anymore.

Im scared everyone will hate me if they find out

I have been battling anxiety and depression and stuff for years now and the only thing that made me happy was my boyfriend but he left me because he thought I cheated even tho I never … I’m afraid he won’t ever believe me or talk to me again or even come back to me :'( I don’t know what to do , I’m afraid I might have lost him forever because something I didn’t do :'( I wish I could talk to someone and get him to believe that I didn’t do it :'( i wish I could get him back :'(

That I’m not with the right guy, but we have a new baby together. His family gives me so much anxiety and I don’t know how to be myself around them. We’ve been together 4 years (since I was 19)I wish I had thought about all this sooner..

I’m afraid I will grow up not being happy 🙁

That I’m not good enough for anyone, that I can’t do anything right.

Worried I will be seen in public by people I know. I don’t even know why. I’ve already avoided going to a few places because of my anxiety. Anxiety takes over and it’s really not fun 🙁

I can’t go swimming with my friends or family becouse there are to many scars on my legs

that I will never find love. I’m never going to be skinny or pretty enough for anyone.

I feel like I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life:(

My Ocd is taking over :/

I try so hard at school and yet my parents think I’m such an idiot because I’m not getting 100 in every course

I can’t stop thinking about ending my life. Every night when I close my eyes I see myself with a noose around my neck. I don’t know how to fix this

I can sing in front of a lot of people but I can’t do public speaking :/

I am worried that with all the people complaining to you, with (EG) “omg so ands smith said that I looked like I changed my weight by one pound like oh my god” while real people are dealing with physical bullying, and have it far worse, (even though everyone complains about something important to them) than the people that complain for the sake of it. I can relate to the fact of bullying!!

I feel like I can’t handle this anymore I wanna die but I can’t do it myself