I worry that I won’t survive long enough to graduate.
Worry Jar
I left school early for the past couple of days and people are saying that things about me. I hadn’t shared what was going on with anyone at school yet people are saying I’m “faking depression” . The only thing that was visible was me scratching myself out of stress. Not Huge scratches or anything just scratching in the same little spot, and a scab would be there. My hands just looked a little rough, it makes me worry what other things people say behind my back.
I’ve been feeling really down lately, and I’m worried Im gonna do something I’ll regret.
I have anxiety. I’m taking baby steps. I’m finally trying to order my own food at restaurants… :/
I may seem happy in the halls of Holy Spirit but I’m not, I hurt more then anyone can believe and I’m ticking.. I smile a lot and I try to be optimistic but I can’t at all. I’m going to break, I’m going to embarrass myself. I can’t emotionally stay stable when my mind is so conflicted with me. Help.
For the past 2 and a half months, i’ve been lonely and i have absolutely no friends or anyone to talk too in school. I used to have friends, but i either push them away from me and i dont realize it or people pushing me away for silly and immature reasons. Im sick and tired of going to school all lonely and sad. I wish God could send me a friend. I dont know what to do anymore…
The fact that all I can do when I become a legal adult and move out is to become a wage slave to Capitalist old money pigs who hoard their wealth and have the audacity to say that OUR greed, of the people who toil to make it so, is hurting the economy as we ask for a raise of the minimum wage. I’m scared of the fact that white people are a minority (8% of global population), and yet it is only countries with these people as original inhabitants that need more black people and etc, etc. I feel like ‘Diversity’ is ruining Europe and that everything’s coming down around us as we speak.
I worry that I’m loosing respect from my parents and family and friends…
I worry about bad things. I can never think positive, I never think of good things.
I wish I did not have to listen to my parents argue every day and night
I just need a friend or some one to talk to.
My boyfriend and I are fighting and I think I’m devolving feelings for someone else and I don’t know what to do I love him, but I don’t think it’s working out
My mom always compairs me to other people and she always says im not responsible and so and so is always studying and remebers things but the fact is im too depressed to be as good
I really wish we could go back to the old days…… When people had spines and weren’t afraid to work or to say exactly what they thought.
My parents divorcing was the worst thing that could have ever happened to me
I mess everything up
I’m not good enough and I’m gonna disappoint my friends and family.
I don’t think I’m good enough for anyone anymore.
I’m petrified that my current and secret romantic relationship will be discovered, and I’ll be forced to break away from him…even worse, I feel as if it will never be accepted in the future, as our relationship is deemed “socially unacceptable.”
My best friend recently got a new boyfriend and I feel like she would rather spend time with him then with me.