I’m self harming and its getting worse and worse. I’ve attempted suicide four times and I want to get better but I can’t and nothing helps I don’t know what to do I can’t live this life anymore :/ I wanna kill myself.
Worry Jar
Letting my parents down
I’m beginning to think I’m bisexual what should I do Also I only get attracted to people I have a close relationship with That’s demisexual And if I am I don’t think my parents will aprov especially my dad he might get angry at mom because when something goes wrong he blames it on her And I’m scared HELP?!
Everybody says that in the quiet one, I should talk more, I’m the shy one, but they don’t know why. When I try to talk to some of my friends ignore me, when I’m talking someone interrupts me but… I love just hanging out with my 5 best friends! They’re my life! ( besides family and school) when I’m sad they’re there when I’m mad or happy or whateve. how can I get people to not think that I’m not a shy person?
I’m worried of what they’ll think
My friends will find out that I’m weak
Will it ever get better?
I’ve been having a lot of panic attacks lately and I don’t know what to do. I feel so alone and useless. I’m afraid that I’m going to feel like this forever. I can’t stop crying and I’m soon giving up.
I over think.. Everything.. And so with that basically I always cry ,yield to sleep at night.. I’m worried about this..
My boyfriends depression is tearing him apart but every effort I make to try and make him happy just makes him so sad. I feel like I’m completely giving my everything I just want him to feel okay but it seems like it doesn’t matter how hard I try it’s never going to help. I just feel so helpless.
That I will not be able to give my child the life they deserve cause I can’t even take care my own
I missed that much school in over two months either skips off or just ain’t feeling like going because knowing how the people are there making fun over stuff that has happened and coming home everyday almost because anxiety attacks… Stuff is pretty scary for a lot of us
Exams
I’m scared my best friend is going to pick her new boyfriend over me when I’ve been here forever
I’m usually a happy and positive person but I haven’t always been and I’ve cut many times, I’ve wanted to die so many times taking pills and then trying to throw them up and almost jumping but breaking down, and I’ve been doing better but now I get really anxious in school and I shake way more than normal, I thought I was going to have a panic attack today, and I have so much on my plate. I am always alone and I feel like when I’m in a crowd in still alone. I’m a social person but so far in school I usually sit alone and talk to no one and I don’t know what’s happening to me. I’m scared of what I’m going to do next
I worry that my mom thinks my depression is just me wanting attention.
School.
I cut sometimes but I’m afraid what my friends will think of me
I hate that my boyfriend goes to one schoo and I go to another. I’m always alone at lunch because my friends go with their boyfriends. so I just lock myself in a stall and don’t come out until lunch is over. they never ask where I was
So my sister has a friend and her brother is a year younger then me and he is really nice kind and cute and very good looking so I got the friend to ask him out for me and he said maybe I will think about so he ended up say he wants to be single for a while so can I ask him again in while though