I am always very suicidal and I self harm really bad but I can’t tell anyone or get help

I’m in grade 10 and I feel like if I don’t get a gf before I graduates , I’ll be single forever.

I’m a transboy. I have come out to my friends but I don’t have the courage to come out to my family. I’m terrified of what they’ll say.

My bf And I always FaceTime but now he is always telling me that I have to wait because he is talking to zack should I be worry that it’s not zack and that he is cheating

I worried I won’t be able to be happy. I was depressed and suicidal about 2 years ago, and ever since then I feel numb and like I have this scar on me that everyone can see, but says nothing about. I feel like I will never fully come back from it, it consumed me. I am also scared I can’t love, I had a boyfriend and he loved me, yet I felt nothing. We dated for a long time and I didn’t even have a crush on him. I’m scared I lost all emotion.

I feel like Nothing Will change, school is another worry and this school year I just let iT pass like iT never happened. When will I be happy? I feel so alone and sad.

I’m Still Questioning If I’m Heterosexual Or Bisexual And IDK What People Will Think If They Think I’m Bi

i worried i might die

I pray to God- and I’m not religious- that my generation won’t be like this in the future….. It’s like not being straight is cool suddenly! It’s not!

Sometimes I feel like I’m really ready to reach out and talk to somebody about how I’m feeling, and so I try to talk to my mom. But she cuts me off and shuts me down and says “I’m trying to understand” but she won’t let me finish a sentence without butting in with a “it’s the hormones” or “its normal” or “its all in your head”.

It terrifies me how quickly I can get sick of someone. I can all of a sudden just stop having feelings about someone. I’m constantly hurting people because of it and I don’t want to do it again.

It’s time to go back to school and I’m going to grade 10 this year I’m so nervous for online courses this year I’m freaking out about it and is nervous as ever

My dad yells a lot. But then he’s all nice and cuddly and says he loves me. He seems to always blame stuff on me, even though I do the most in the house. I love him, bUT something feels wrong. He yells athe me, my mom, and my brother and I can never seem to stop crying. But then he says sorry and hugs us and I say I forgive him and a part of me that I hate does. I don’t know what this is.

I’m worried that I’m going no where

My boyfriend of a year and a half had sex with me and 2 hours later broke up with me. I feel used. I feel like I’m not good enough for anything.

Coming out and worrying about if people will accept me because I’m gay

That someone will fall in love with me and then see my self harm scars or see me naked and my body or see me angry and sad and anxious or having a panic attack and leave.

I’m worried I’ll fail school…

I’m worried I’ll never accomplish anything in life because my anxiety is so bad I’m afraid to leave the house

My recent severe anxiety is preventing me from living, accomplishing my goals, and enjoying life. I simply go through each day without actually living. I have no care for the things I love most. I cannot focus. I cannot concentrate. I fear I will fail school and become even worst because of it. The smallest things upset me. It is beginning to become a constant struggle to get out of bed every morning and I fear, some morning soon, I won’t get up.