I worry about people not likening me if they did out about my BPD

My mom is going through a really tough time with money and I’m really scared that we’re going to loose our house. I don’t want to move I with my grandparents and everybody at school will find out

I feel as if im the adult and my mothers the teenager. When it should be the pther way around.

I’m worried I’ll never have a relationship, I’m worried I’m not attractive enough

that when I graduate, my boyfriend will go away and find someone better while I’m still here struggling to get up everyday

I am a closeted lesbian and I have a crush on this girl I think she knows that I like her because she keeps making gay jokes when she’s around me.

I have no friends…. I’m just so alone

I worry that i’m a little overly obsessed with my boyfriend , i love him so much that a small fight gets me so stressed, I can’t concentrate on anything, it’s like i crave him and he us my drug to happiness. Is this normal?

I’m I will never get over my fears.

I worry that everyone will know

That ill love my whole life feeling this way

Lately, I’ve been feeling very alone. I feel like I don’t have anyone here for me, when I know I do. My ex boyfriend led me on and made me fall for him all over again, then he made out with this girl at a party and talks to her and says the same things to her that he said to me. and on top of all of that, my grades are dropping and I know my parents aren’t happy with it and they aren’t proud of me like they use to be. I think that has to do with my friends as well, and I feel like breaking down. I don’t know what to do. also I want to call kids help phone but don’t want my parents knowing and I don’t know what to do about it. 🙁

I’m honestly kinda scared to go to high school. The whole idea of everything harder, everything longer, more work, maybe the teachers aren’t as good, plus all the courses and trying to figure out what to be when I grow up….. Even thinking about it stresses me out to the point of crying.

I’m afraid of my ex, I can’t look at myself without focusing on the scars he left. The physical ones.

I’m worried that I’m going to keep on falling for people who don’t care about me for the rest of my life

That the people I care most about don’t care about me at all.

So I’ve been with my girl for 11 months, i think she is an absolute angel, I feel so lucky to have her but at the same time I am easily bugged by some of the things she does, some of the things she does just kinda bug me but I really can’t tell her because I don’t want to stop her from doing anything she wants to do, I give hints often but she never seems to catch on….like I said I feel lucky to have her but yet I feel hurt by some of the things she does and I can’t bring it up because I just feel controlling if I do….I really wish there was an easy way to either not let it bother me or get her to understand

The feeling like I’m not good enough. Like i’m not good enough to love him. Like I wasn’t perfect enough for him. Like my love doesn’t matter.

Every time I’m with my “friends” they rather talk to other people than me, they also ignore me and I think they think I’m no good. What should I do?????!

I don’t think I’m good enough,I wish my life had never come to be.Im Bisexual and no one will talk to me.im moving aswell so I don’t know what to do