I worry about everything is gonna go wrong for me… I’m already going down the wrong path with life…only 14 and can’t stand this kinda life!:(

I worry about bad things. I can never think positive, I never think of good things.

Eyeryone, i can promise you guys that its all gonna be okay, 2 years ago i faced name calling, bullying, self harming, and anorixa. I have gotten over it since. But when all that was going on, i felt like killing myself and my goal in life was to be dead. But no matter how many times people told me to believe them when they said “it would get better”, i woulnd listen and keep hurting myself. After. My 6th scucide attempt my parents took me to a thatipest and for most people it works but i just lied to her because i know that she woukd just tell my parents whatever has happened in there. So clearly that hasnt helped. But she did make me realise one thing, if i find something else then cutting to cope with things, i can live such a better life and right now, im a year and two months clean and im so proud of myself for that! But my point is, no matter what you think, yes or no, i know from personal experience that life will get better!! I went from a 52% average in school to the high 80%s. Because i tried and i beleaved in myself. Because i know that i only have one life to live and im living it to the most. Just stay stong babes. For me❤️. i know you can do this. I believe in you.

I’m worried that I’m going to get bullied really badly at my school. And since I’m only young in my school (I just started middle school) and I feel like they think I’m vunerable…

My relationship is a mess I don’t know what to do

My relationship is a mess, but I’ve been with him for so long and I feel like I’m not good enough for him anymore, and I’m trying my best to keep him in my life but he makes me feel so unwanted and ugly .. He makes me so suicidal sometimes .. I don’t know if I should keep trying or let go, either way I’ll be destroyed

I really don’t like it when I go to some places and I’m basically told to be quiet, listen, and accept what I’m hearing as truth. Someone telling me to just listen and believe shows that their words can’t hold up to scrutiny, and that neither can they.

I have to go talk to someone about my anxiety tomorrow and I’m nervous

My mom thinks I was drugged at school (through food) but I just think I had a mental break down and I feel like I’m going insane… It sucked but I felt good after and part of me wants that numbness again, it was scary because I didn’t think I would ever feel again but I know now it doesn’t last long and just laying in silence with my mind shut off would be the best thing ever right now

I made a mistake

I’m always sad. Even though I feel relatively happy around my friends but the minute I get home I feel like crap. Even though I’ve been showing a lot of symptoms, I can’t be depressed, right ?

I’m worried that everyone else I get close too will turn on me again.

My friend recently has tryed to kill herself and she hasn’t been in school. I worried that maybe she did!

worried about going to college… im not ready to move yet 🙁

My religious family doesn’t know that im gay

I’m so sad and idk why! I just want to be happy but for some reason I can’t. I want to recover from anorexia but I want to be stick thin. I hate this.

About going to a new school

I have OCD and sometimes it’s really hard…

I used to think I knew a lot. I do know a lot, I guess. In the sense of like reading books and doing math, im okay at it. When I think about life though, when I think about my life and just the general way the world is today I feel like an idiot and I feel pretty scared.

When ever I come home from school I lock my self in my room for the whole day, I do this because I lost all my friends every since grade 6 and I can’t talk to my mom about this anymore because she just says that I’m being shy around them…I feel alone, no one wants to be around me.