People will hate me when they find out I cut
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People who I thought were my friends left me when they found out I cut. I was left to fight this battle alone. I’ve made 2 new friends who I love so much sense then but I’m afraid I’ll mess something up and loses them to:(
I didn’t go to school yesterday because I ja a really bad anxiety attack and my mom didn’t know and I started cutting again and my life suck I don’t wanna be here anymore, Iam afraid she’ll see my scars
It’s funny, school teaches you what to do when you’re on fire, but never what to do when you’re whole life is up in flames….
What if my mom will never stop being an alcoholic.
I won’t get to graduate
I like a boy who likes me back but he hasn’t asked me out…
I worry about having to live up to my parents expectations. ” Get 80%, 90%, and 100% in school, nothing less or else your grounded,” “Graduate and go straight to university,” “Become something great like a doctor,” “Be happy, even though we always yell at you for not being good enough,” “Eat healthy and be active,” “Do all your homework even though you have a social life and I make you do a million other things in the run of a day,” “Get enough sleep,” “Never get mad,” “Never yell back at us when we always yell at you,” “Make friends, but not those ones because I don’t like them,” And the list goes on! I’m only a teenager! I can’t be the perfect child like you want me to be!
My boyfriend will find someone better than me
That my parents will see my cuts..
I haven’t been taking my anxiety and depression pills because my anxiety helps me study better and get better grades?
That I won’t recover
that I will never find love. I’m never going to be skinny or pretty enough for anyone.
Work is stressing me out. It’s nice to have extra money but having a job makes me feel really adult, and while that’s good sometimes the idea of growing up scares me.
School and grades.
The end of the world.
I have so much stress just from school and social expectations and I don’t know how to deal with it all
That I’ll disapoint my parents and the people that believe in me
i worry that im just going to break down, give up, and do what ive been thinking about doing for a long long time
I messed up with the guy I like and now I think he hates me