I need to talk to someone…but who?

I’m just scared I will have a panic attack anywhere for no reason

The baby project for school is just making me panic even more

I am afraid that my depression is coming back. It took so much effort to be rid of it, but I can feel it creeping back in settling right into my bones, I don’t want to go back to that dark place.

This past January I was told I was depressed, from a chemical imbalance in my brain. It didn’t start that way there is a whole story how it has gotten to this point. but I don’t know how to explain to make things sound simple, but the thing is depression is not simple and I can’t explain to others to make them understand. Some days are harder than others and I miss a lot of school sometimes and I don’t know what to tell my friends so I just say I’m sick, they think I fake because I come to school fine the next day. It’s hard hiding apart of you from the rest of the world.

I can’t stop thinking about ending my life. Every night when I close my eyes I see myself with a noose around my neck. I don’t know how to fix this

I hate my anxiety. I refuse to take my meications because they make me feel like a zombie and thats not who I wannt to be. A dra is my medicine.. it helps me do my daily activities not completly anxiety – less but I feel myself . I worry that my anxiety will never go away I strugle every morning to get up and I always wake up crying for no reason. If I have a dra im able to pull myself together, I dont like to be dependent on it but its what helps me best and I worry that ill never be able to just wake up with a smile for once and go on about my day without it. I dont ever crave for it but when im depressed or anxious I cant calm down without it and im so easy to trigger into being anxious or depressed because my mind is always so jumble with memories and I take everything to heart. Its so hard to juggle everything in my life. Eveyday is another obtscle to set me back a step

Doctors prescribing OxyContin has ruined the life of the person most important to me. I feel like I’ve lost everything to drugs

Forever alone

My dad yells at me for no reason at all and then makes up excuses for yelling… And if that isn’t bad enough he tells me I should treat him better… He just honestly makes me not wanna live… 🙁

I won’t be able to live my life normally because or Anxiety and Depression.

I’m worried I’m falling in love with someone who is gonna hurt me

I worry that one day, the guy who swore he would hurt me will actually find a way to do it.

I worry that my friend and I do not have a lot in common and because of this our friendship will not work in the long run. She the only one that I have and I do not know what I would do without her

That my depression will win…

Failure

I’ve been bullied since I was 4 and I still don’t know how I can deal with it…. Can anyone help me? (Physical, and Verbal Bullying) Please help me, its starting to get even worse.

I’m scared to trust because everyone who I loved secretly didn’t love me, and they all left

I worry that all of you don’t realize how awesome you truly are! Xoxox

I’m worried that I’m going to commit suicide because I hate myself and my friends hate me too.