Pain It demands to be felt But sometimes it’s felt too strongly There comes a time when the pain becomes unbearable It begins to eat you alive It’s like a monster inside you The worst part is you can’t escape it It’s inside your head It’s in your mind It’s everywhere You try to run from it Only in the devastating realization that there’s no escaping this internal, mental pain You see this pain is more than just a scrap or a bruise from the playground This pain is in your heart Its in your mind It’s everywhere The scars on your wrists remind you of how you tried to release that pain How you ached for some sort of feeling Some sort of relief from this gut wrenching Unbearable Brutal pain. Until one day You’re gone They’ve lost you That girl who they once knew That happy little girl that they once knew is no longer there She is dead She is now just a walking corps of the human she was See that’s the thing about pain It destroys you -B. Ingram

I can’t and I won’t stop cutting…

I lost a lot of my friends lately, they all left me saying I betrayed them when that’s all they did to me. They said me paragrahs on how bad of a person I am and how they were always there for me when they ignored me for the past few days. It hurt me a lot and I don’t know what to do cause I already lost everyone else so now I have like 1 person there for me. I’m so stressed and I’m getting so hurt easyily. I hate the fact that everyone I trusted and told the most to could leave me so easyily. It hurts. A lot.

Honestly my school is full of hatred people everyone is so judgemental sometimes I judt want to move away

I’m too fat to have an eating disorder, I’m such a pig

I fear that one day, I will kill myself and harm the ones I love.

Will it ever get better?

I’m so tired.

I worry that my friends don’t care how I feel

That no one will love me because of my instability

What about when I’m older and I reach a difficult point? What if I relapse into my old ways

That ill never be strong enough to cope with my emotions

I don’t trust anyone whole-heartley. There is no one I know that I would tell everything to . I feel bottled up because of my lack of trust

im worried im developing a eating disorder

Lately, I’ve been feeling very alone. I feel like I don’t have anyone here for me, when I know I do. My ex boyfriend led me on and made me fall for him all over again, then he made out with this girl at a party and talks to her and says the same things to her that he said to me. and on top of all of that, my grades are dropping and I know my parents aren’t happy with it and they aren’t proud of me like they use to be. I think that has to do with my friends as well, and I feel like breaking down. I don’t know what to do. also I want to call kids help phone but don’t want my parents knowing and I don’t know what to do about it. 🙁

That my sister wont graduate because my family has an outstanding mental illness history and I struggled through high school myself and dropped out. But I never gave up, Im 20 now and I graduated I really want her to succeed and I love her so much, shes so smart and shes even in advanced math.. she can do this…. I wish holy heart would be waay more supportive to thier students. .

Not wearing a bathing suit because people will see my scars

I hate myself and my life and I’m so sad but nobody cares.

I’m afraid I’m not good enough, I’m afraid that I’ll never be good enough. My sadness is not for attention. I want help, but I’m too scared to ask for it. Some days I can’t make myself get out of bed. My sadness overwhelms me and I know that I’ll never be good enough. I won’t be pretty, or skinny or even worth loving. I’m scared one day I’ll fall victim to my own sadness and that I won’t be able to walk away from the pain I fell. If I fall again, I’m not sure I’ll get back up.

I’m worried I’ll never get better. I’m worried I’ll continue to feel the way I do, day in and day out. I want to seek professional help, but there’s people out there in a worse condition than I. They need the help more than I do.