My brother is currently being assessed for a mental illness and I am worried that this runs in my family. I worry that maybe I’m not normal either?
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The fact that all I can do when I become a legal adult and move out is to become a wage slave to Capitalist old money pigs who hoard their wealth and have the audacity to say that OUR greed, of the people who toil to make it so, is hurting the economy as we ask for a raise of the minimum wage. I’m scared of the fact that white people are a minority (8% of global population), and yet it is only countries with these people as original inhabitants that need more black people and etc, etc. I feel like ‘Diversity’ is ruining Europe and that everything’s coming down around us as we speak.
My anxiety makes me think of every day as bad because there’s always one embarrassing/sad/messy moment. That’s just life but it deeply irritates me.
I only feel good after i cried for hours and have nothing left in me . When my breathing is heavy and im in the dark because only a half of me is down and my pain is what makes me better. I cant stand to see someone elses because i feel pain every day. I dont want anyone to start. I used to love life and smile every second now I do a fake smile so people dont worry. I have a heavy feeling in my chest but i wear a fake smile and try to hold my head up high to be diying inside
I tell people i am happy my chest hurts every day. I am never happy. When was the last time I shone a real smile. When my mom ask if im going through depression i say no
Im stopping talking because tou cant say anything you are not supposed to if you dont. If i get better from depression i will talk and smaile again. My life will never be the same. It has not been the same scence the first hit nine years ago
I dont get why i try or wake up. It is to hard. I am tired of being strong. Telling people im fine. I hate life. I never will
Teachers.
I’m so stressed out about school. I have so much to do in such little time and I wish I could just take a week off to have alone time for once
I want the…gold chainz and diamond ringz, but I just can’t live my life like this
I’m worried that I’ll remain indecisive about the decisions I make regarding my future… And that this will lead to going nowhere
Im worried that my friend will try to harm himself again… And this time i wont be there to help him through it
I’m worried that my friends don’t like me any more and that I’ll never get a boyfriend.
I don’t want to kill myself, but I’d like to die, I hear of people walking the streets being hit by a car or a head on collision heck even an inoperable brain Tumor, the fact that I cry when I beg for something like this to happen is Crazyness, I also feel selfish cause I love my family, and this would only cause more pain… Sadly I hint at them about it and they laugh and take it as a joke, nobody takes me serious anymore, if I want to get better I have to remove myself from the situation either move from here or die simple as thAt, and to the people who ask about OD- ing don’t first and last time I tried that I was in so much pain and could almost see my heart poping out of my chest PUMPPUMPPUMPPUMP as hard and fast as it could go couldn’t even close my eyes to hope to fall asleep and never wake up, terrible pain
The people in my community are so fake and two faced I’m not sure if I can handle finishing grade 12 here next year
My best friend may have cancer.
I have fallen for my best friend, he is the most amazing person in the world and I am not. He does not know much about my old relationships because I am ashamed of them and what happened in them, I just really do not know what to do, should I tell him, or should I not.
the only thing i’ve learned from my mom is how not to treat my kids when i have them
I’m worried that I’m going to keep on falling for people who don’t care about me for the rest of my life
I don’t got friends no more I got fakes, guess I’m riding solo till the end