I think I screwed everything up with one of the most important people in my life my best friend the only one I actually really trust and she understands me and I said one stupid thing and she got so mad and I think she hates me but I’m nothing without her and I don’t wanna loose we but I think it’s too late 🙁

That I’ll never find the energy to be as happy as I used to be

I feel like my friends aren’t actually my friends. I mean, it used to just be a few jokes at my expense, just teasing, right. And it was the same with everyone, I guess it was distributed equally. And the jokes were funny too, but now it’s not. They’re always at my expense, and they think I have this list of guys that I like, and every time I try to tell them any differant, they don’t listen. They even go and tell people that I like them. When I have no feelings for them, whatsoever. Which is really mean. I don’t even know some of them… But they can be sweet like 20% of the time too, I know 20 is a failing grade but still, I’ve known these people since I was little. Should I tell them too stop or just back away? I’m so lost… Help.

I fine myself worrying about everything… Anxiety and lack of sleep don’t help. Hoping to work through this!!

Parents think that school isn’t stressful. But literally all you feel while being there is stressed out. It would be fine if things were interesting and the teachers cared and the students weren’t assholes! All that is focused on in school is grades. It’s not about learning and being interested in your classes, it’s all about grades. In school, you are based on your grades and that’s all. You’re judged by the grades that you get. The teachers couldn’t care less if you fail because they do a shitty job at trying to help. School is not a place I like to be, I’ll admit that. Feels like a freaking hell hole.

My anxiety will stop me from doing the things I want to do.

That the people I care most about don’t care about me at all.

That the people I care most about don’t care about me at all.

im worryed when i go out in public places some ones going to hurt me or kill me.

My “friends”

I hate every part about me. From my shoulders, to my arms, to my thighs. I hate it all.

My grad is in a week and I have cuts on my arms….

I worry that people read my thoughts, and can see what I’m thinking…

I worry about tomorrow, and days and days after that. I self diagnosed myself with Panic disorder, but I can’t bring myself to talk to anyone. Not even my school counsellor! I worry that they won’t be able to help me cope with self harm, suicidal thoughts, anxiety attacks, etc… 🙁 but I know they can and will, I just worry and think too much.

I’m just a worthless prick, just like my dad said

I need to be a better person.

I keep thinking no one will ever be able to help me get past this crying and hurting myself all the time

That my best friend won’t be my best friend if they see my scars

…yea

That I will not be able to give my child the life they deserve cause I can’t even take care my own