I know that im a lesbian but i am afraid to admit it to amyone. I say that i like boys but i know that i dont. I tell myself that if im not stright than i am bi but i know that i am gay, i just dont want others to know.
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I have to poop. I cant poop
I’m worried my friends and family are gonna find out what goes through my head and never talk to me again.
That I won’t pass my drivers test and I will upset my mom
Feeling like I’m to stupid and a failure at everything I do and always being told I am
I feel so stressed out because I am not getting the marks I want in school and it’s like no matter how hard I try, my grades just WON’T GO UP! I have a tutor, I go to extra tutorials, I study at home and I write good notes! I can’t spend all my time inside because I get upset and depressed and have the serious case of FOMO (fear of missing out) and I want a social life! I want to hang with my friends and my “boyfriend”. (Special guy that I like who has mutual feelings but we don’t date.) I just wish I knew how to keep up on my school work and have a social life at the same time. I worry about all of this PLUS I’m homesick. Being a foster kid 2 hours away from home and I only visit my family so often. I miss my old friends, old school, old extra curricular activities! I wish I could go home but I can’t, so I’m stuck here in a foster home, with barely anyone to trust. I feel like nobody understands how I feel. I feel like I can’t trust anybody that I talk to, etc. Ugh!
Sometimes I just feel sad, and I feel like my friends aren’t my real friends, and that I’ll never find someone to love, and that I’ll have nothing to do now since my favourite show ended 3 days ago.. I don’t know. I also “like” my best friend but I know she doesn’t like me back.. I’m a boy.
I now this probably sounds crazy but I get bullied because I’m to thin… I can’t stand my body eny more.
I’m scared of being alone I’m 19 and have never really had a boyfriend
I’m afraid of my thoughts they think things I don’t want to and never would do but I can’t make them stop
I’m not good enough and I’m gonna disappoint my friends and family.
I made a mistake
My bf (of one year) doses not sow eny sings of love for me and I’m not sure if he likes me eny more
I go to a rely small scol , ( there’s 8 people in my class ) and I don’t have any friends. My best friend since kindergarten is really mean and sassy and my other “friend” talks to me like I now now nothing.
It’s 2 am and I just got into a fight with my friend… I’m at her house to sleepover and I have no way to leave. I’m freaking out
I’m afraid to sleep because I’m afraid I will stop breathing
I stopped cutting for a year or more and relapsed last night
I feel like everything’s hopeless.
Scared my friend is flirting with me since I have no interest with him
I’m starting a new school tomorrow. I don’t think I’ve ever been so scared