I have no one. It’s so lonely

I really like this guy but I’m jelous of my friends because they talk to him all the time and they all have boyfriends so Ik that they won’t take him from me but they still make me jelous

A family member to me a few minutes ago; “Oh wow _____ , you’re gaining a lot of weight!” I never want to eat again

I’ve been having urges to cut again. I’ve gone 4 months I don’t want to ruin my clean streak but it’s hard.

I’m worried about being worried

Infertility runs in my family, basically all my aunts have it, and my parents had trouble with me. I’m worried I won’t be able to have kids when I get older.

I’m worried my ex tells his new girlfriend my secrets. My friend (who is also his friend) asked me about something I had only told him

I started talking to this guy and he is kinda good friends with my ex’s ex who is also my friend and I feel like they talk about me as soon as I walk away.

I feel like such a horrible friend. I can’t keep a secret

That high school will end up being worse than junior high

School is getting to overwhelming. My mom is sick. Im constantly sick. I have so many other things outside of school. I don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m afraid I’m not making the right decisions

I feel like my mother doesn’t care about me anymore

My mom found my laxatives. I’m afraid she’ll find out about everything else too, the cutting, the purging… I’m supposed to be in recovery, why is this happening to me?

That high school is killing my creativity.

I like this guy but I’m afraid he doesn’t know I exist. I’m way to nervous to approach him. Sometimes I feel like I’m not good enough.

I worried I won’t be able to be happy. I was depressed and suicidal about 2 years ago, and ever since then I feel numb and like I have this scar on me that everyone can see, but says nothing about. I feel like I will never fully come back from it, it consumed me. I am also scared I can’t love, I had a boyfriend and he loved me, yet I felt nothing. We dated for a long time and I didn’t even have a crush on him. I’m scared I lost all emotion.

I’m worried that when I get older, I won’t bee able to have kids, I have menstrual issues.

If people say what goes through my head on a daily basis they would ask themselves how are you still breathing.

My step mom found out I self harmed and she told my dad who told my mom how told my brother and sister and now it feels like I’m being treated differently and I don’t like it. It makes me wanna do it again more and more. And it feels like they don’t fully trust me with anything sharp. It just bothers me and I can’t stop thinking about it.