Me and my boyfriend have been in a bad fight for days. I wanna stand for myself but I don’t wanna lose him

Im afraid of loosig him… We used to go out last year but then we were on and off. We are really close again now, but one of my really close friends has a huge crush on him and i think i do too. She keeps askig me for his number. I still love him….

I worry too much and I’m so paranoid I always think people are watching me and judging me. I feel so unwanted

my boyfriend lives somewhere else and I’m always afraid that he will find someone better for him and it constantly stresses me

I’m worried that I will never be good enough, nobody expects a whole lot of of me but I still disappoint them, I can’t seem to function like everyone else and I’m afraid that soon everyone will give up on me and I will give up on myself.

Sometimes I feel like I’m really ready to reach out and talk to somebody about how I’m feeling, and so I try to talk to my mom. But she cuts me off and shuts me down and says “I’m trying to understand” but she won’t let me finish a sentence without butting in with a “it’s the hormones” or “its normal” or “its all in your head”.

I feel overwhelmed by all my school work and studying for finals, and on top of that, I have a choir performance this weekend that I wasn’t told about. My best friend just started dating the guy I love, but I don’t want to say anything because she seems so happy, but everytime I see them kiss, I think of the way he used to kiss me and tell me everything was gonna be okay. I struggle in school because I’m dyslexic and I have anxiety, and bipolar depression. And all my friends joke around about these disorders and it hurts because they have no idea what it’s like to wake up and contemplate killing yourself because you don’t want to face the day. But for some reason, I’m still here. I’m still kicking. And I guess I’m a little bit glad for that.

I’m afraid that no one will ever fall in love with me

I feel like I always do the wrong thing during social situations

The girl who had been my best friend for almost all my life barely even talks to me anymore

I feel like I’m bad at every new thing I try

I’m having anxiety about not passing my last science test for the year and that I might not pass the year.

My parents have been split for years and I used to go to his house my dad and my step mom would mentaly abuse me and now when I am around older men feel lime I am going to get hurt.

I feel like every one hates me and no one understands what I am dealing with ever one uses me and when they don’t need me that act like they never met me or they just treat me like dirt and walks all over me I help people when there down but when I am hurting, depressed, or even having a panic atac they don’t care they look at me and just say whatever…..

It was a hard day at school, I knew it was coming when I smelt the alcohol, and the next thing I heard was “17 years and you’re still a joke”

Will I get better, can I even get better.

I get a lot of migraines and I’m scared that they’re being caused by something serious.

I’m locked in my basement and I’m not aloud to talk to anyone or even talk out loud. I’m never aloud to leave the basement or the house and when I try to get out or talk(maybe even to myself) I get hit.

I’m worried that my parents will find out that they are the reason I’m depressed, that I cut; and how truly terrified I am of myself.

I worry that my depression and anxiety scare everyone away and that I’m never good enough for anyone because I feel like I’m nothing